Haven’t update here for awhile.
I moved back to Taiwan recently. Partly because of my back issue, and partly because mentally I couldn’t cope with the uncertainly of living in LA without a stable job anymore and it’s also affecting my physical health.
I’m not going into detail about it, in summery I feel much better and recovering now back home. But instead, my Dog Donny’s health is becoming worse and worse since I moved back. It escalated so fast in 2 weeks - now he’s half paralyzed and couldn’t stand to pee and poop on his own. Me and my parents carry home out for a dozens of time everyday to keep him from peeing all over himself. I think eventually the time would come to put him to sleep - but it’s hard to think about.
I brought him out today again and sit beside him. The breeze was nice and the sound of traffic was so peaceful. I looked at him and wonder what he was thinking - I have no idea what’s going on in that small head.
I know we will both make it through, you and me. Thank you for the 14 wonderful years and hopefully and few more months to come.